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18 may 13 met a descendant of van niftrik
01 may 13 bangladesh building collapse
01 may 13 prejudice is uninformative
15 apr 13 hurting someone by not being private
06 apr 13 anxiety dreams about filmmaking
03 apr 13 discorporeal entities
02 apr 13 got interviewed by julia
15 mar 13 conspiracy theories are getting religious
08 mar 13 two things about childhood
07 mar 13 going to vienna tomorrow
07 mar 13 youtube and nobility
23 feb 13 forgiveness volunteers
22 feb 13 contrarian views of specific wars
06 feb 13 north korean fantasy vid of space travel and destruction
31 jan 13 dinner at 'amarcord'
27 jan 13 not remembering people
20 jan 13 unbelievably advanced technology
19 jan 13 too many subscribers
08 jan 13 'walk me through it'
26 dec 12 wfc3 told me about uncertainty
25 dec 12 stuff i thought everybody's mom taught them
24 dec 12 i went out in the daylight
21 dec 12 malala just behind obama
20 dec 12 dinner with ilse and chris
18 dec 12 2000 empty houses in centrum
12 dec 12 north korea launches
10 dec 12 finished 'vienna escapes'
06 dec 12 editing software better
01 dec 12 finished interview log
30 nov 12 kinda took thursday off
28 nov 12 needless brain surgery
26 nov 12 the feeling of i can't help
25 nov 12 thanksgiving dinner at tong
25 nov 12 anro video file sorting
22 nov 12 i can't remember everything
20 nov 12 working on thanksgiving
19 nov 12 dreamed of being in love
06 nov 12 remarks on secession
30 oct 12 a great storm and vitriol
26 oct 12 one reason i like whisperers
20 oct 12 color grading macros for NLE
11 oct 12 malala yousafzai has been shot
22 sep 12 i took a day off yay
16 sep 12 a lot of socializing
28 aug 12 sync drift weirdness in fcp
21 aug 12 misleading news headlines
18 aug 12 drinking by multatuli
30 jul 12 sent out some invoices
18 jul 12 getting close to the edge with facebook
07 jul 12 buma stemra: i don't trust em
07 jul 12 organization > organism
02 jul 12 zie me staan: people like it
05 jun 12 love is less than three
16 may 12 'race is insubstantial'
06 may 12 something else i should write, dammit
06 may 12 emergence and anarchy
30 apr 12 back from paris shoot
15 apr 12 i hate time zones. got utc clock in corner.
09 apr 12 saturday night went to chico's
07 apr 12 got new web design working
02 apr 12 things i've been doing
15 feb 12 riding horses is weird
06 feb 12 four things i noticed
06 feb 12 started 'gallus gallus'
18 jan 12 the object you're looking at is inscribed with your observation
08 jan 12 should just write it for fun
07 jan 12 on the use of myth in politics, and consequences thereof
01 jan 12 some houses are tiled
30 dec 11 wanting is not the same as thinking you deserve
25 dec 11 i hope i made his week
25 dec 11 people interesting to look at
21 dec 11 leaving friday for 10 days
07 dec 11 tribal rituals without lies?
03 dec 11 academia de tango, and other curiosities
12 nov 11 nuclear power sucks, just like it sucked in 1978
29 oct 11 williston north dakota has jobs
13 oct 11 free market versus crime
13 oct 11 all the rebellions are against one thing
12 oct 11 self-organizing properties of universe
12 oct 11 alcohol does to you what you think it will?
01 oct 11 disappointing 'neighbors'
17 sep 11 what kind of socialism
12 sep 11 mine's bigger, i told her
12 sep 11 sis thought it was unkind of me
10 sep 11 am i crazy or are they?
09 sep 11 'credible but unconfirmed' threat
01 sep 11 more stuff i remember
30 aug 11 semantic slide in biz speak
26 aug 11 i've time-travelled to the wrong future
19 aug 11 a new brain-eating amoeba
18 aug 11 vreemdelingendetentie vreselijker
04 aug 11 more copywriting guidlines
18 jul 11 sucked stuff on sunday
15 jul 11 takes a lot of brain energy
14 jul 11 copywriting guidelines
30 jun 11 dinner w n fly et al
24 jun 11 rail grinders tonight
20 jun 11 a whitish lion wanted to get in
18 jun 11 i went out friday and saw some nice people.
16 jun 11 not playing the fear game
16 jun 11 ewa's mosaic done, gone to poland
16 jun 11 cultural tensions, not
24 may 11 trouble with nations in the house
11 may 11 'no nature, no nurse'
02 may 11 americans killed bin laden
22 apr 11 apple knows where you are
15 apr 11 seeminly subtle morality thing
12 apr 11 veil outlawed in france
08 apr 11 kambiz roustayi was his name
07 apr 11 US govt facing shutdown over budget quarrel
06 apr 11 self-immolator on the dam
24 mar 11 walked around st michel area
19 mar 11 anisimowicz at van gogh
15 mar 11 friendship is not lovership minus
13 mar 11 things that fall from the sky
12 mar 11 partial meltdown at japanese nuclear plant
09 mar 11 worked on the menu kaart
09 mar 11 louis vuitton wants 5000
25 feb 11 friend: i hope you get shot
23 feb 11 libyan fighter pilots in malta
13 feb 11 went to chico's bar again
05 dec 10 my film page doesn't work in safari any more
02 dec 10 NL govt kills marijuana tourism
30 nov 10 my brother gave me my old music
25 nov 10 it's thanksgiving day again
24 nov 10 french lady locked in bathroom
15 nov 10 we have too much alarm
13 nov 10 rietveld students to exhibit at brakke grond
07 nov 10 bought a new computer.
06 nov 10 i started painting again today.
05 nov 10 woman hit by piece of scaffold
04 nov 10 tram trouble tuesday
30 oct 10 today demonstrations
23 oct 10 piece of paper to throw away
23 oct 10 largo della zecca, genova
23 oct 10 returned the found phone
22 oct 10 rumor that unrelated cohabitation would be forbidden
20 oct 10 about that news ribbon idea
20 oct 10 'change is good' is silly
20 oct 10 saw bazek / new neighbor / news ribbon wanted
15 oct 10 anne frank's neighbor tree blew down after all
10 oct 10 local jeweler murdered thursday
10 oct 10 red sludge in hungary
05 oct 10 dreamed of police violence
05 oct 10 met moonaddict at rock supplies
02 oct 10 more humane violence
24 sep 10 saw 'a bout de souffle'
24 sep 10 lighting guy for death speech
22 sep 10 haven't been writing enough!
19 aug 10 20% of americans think obama is muslim
13 aug 10 heatwave and wildfires in russia
29 jul 10 been trying to get flash vids to play
21 jul 10 a penny dropped won't swerve to miss you
20 jul 10 welsh city councillor in trouble
18 jul 10 somebody bought the choc
11 jul 10 people in orange shirts are comforting each other
26 jun 10 separation of church and state not working out
13 jun 10 'nature is with me on this point'
09 jun 10 i didn't know wilders was part indo
07 jun 10 more thoughts on the end of privacy
06 jun 10 this is where i came in
03 jun 10 dreamed of strippenkaarten
30 may 10 christian anarchists, oppenheimer, a dream of painting
18 may 10 four year old said there are cameras
16 may 10 intense dream with rice
12 may 10 chronicle of trip to rome
24 apr 10 going on a 'road trip'
16 apr 10 iceland's volcano sprays ash over europe
08 apr 10 nicolette kluijver posed in playboy
31 mar 10 saw 'black snake moan'
20 mar 10 started filming "ime1"
04 mar 10 i voted for the first time in amsterdam
24 feb 10 even more senseless english loanwords
24 feb 10 update on saturday's metrobotsing
24 feb 10 somebody's got an A and an M
21 feb 10 helped feed swans, ducks, meerhoenen, gulls and geese
21 feb 10 metro collision under amsterdam
20 feb 10 people speak language, not html
18 feb 10 duco stadig didn't get that much money
16 feb 10 red cross: too much amsterdam loneliness
15 feb 10 treinbotsing in belgië
12 feb 10 i dreamed of strange praise
10 feb 10 talked about movies with djox and tommy
22 jan 10 police wait for pants
22 jan 10 twice as many requests for welfare
14 jan 10 48 jarige vrouw vriest dood in purmerend
09 jan 10 ex contractor is dead
04 jan 10 some things i should write about
26 dec 09 impressions of michael tsarion
20 dec 09 got back from sceaux
10 dec 09 trying to make smaller rejection street
09 dec 09 recent brilliant quotes from myself
02 dec 09 the chalice with the palace
02 dec 09 buzz marketing via dreams
02 dec 09 the dark time is here
15 nov 09 big explosions in ulyanovsk
10 nov 09 deurwaarder business again
09 nov 09 stabbings in halvemaansteeg
08 nov 09 there's no berlin wall
02 nov 09 encountering my beastly nature
24 oct 09 accident outside our house
24 oct 09 choosing your eternity
19 oct 09 and what's all this about a belastingparadijs?
19 oct 09 dream date unprepared for a long walk
19 oct 09 whether happiness is important
11 oct 09 priorities in language
06 oct 09 let them learn to be their own peacemakers
25 sep 09 qualifies as betutteling
23 sep 09 nzlijn perps can't remember
21 sep 09 got home around four
09 sep 09 "billenprikker" strikes twice in de pijp
02 sep 09 that wasn't very nice
01 sep 09 my patience has corners!
28 aug 09 hey twelve year old me
27 aug 09 2050: 1 of 3 people lives in squatter town
23 aug 09 not knowing what knowing is
08 aug 09 nothing against lithouanians
31 jul 09 cheese from the church of love
29 jul 09 i love my laughing dad
20 jul 09 40 years ago moonwalk
15 jul 09 walked home from casablanca
13 jul 09 construction postponed
09 jul 09 taxi mischief in Lplein finally gets news
08 jul 09 construction "begins"
06 jul 09 a complex swirl of emotion
03 jul 09 "you were just being collins"
19 jun 09 grumpy w jealousies and imagined betrayals
16 jun 09 birds are on at circa 04.23
13 jun 09 another accidental night out
10 jun 09 rode draad disappearing
01 jun 09 co2 emissions reduce
27 may 09 the weather explained
07 may 09 saw docu over gerrit gunnink
05 may 09 das zimmer ist groß as all hell
04 may 09 the egomania of suicide
30 apr 09 dreams of being lost
27 apr 09 swine flu spectacular
24 apr 09 a man ran backwards in circles under a ladder
23 apr 09 spurious "device removal"
17 apr 09 watched a film by theo van gogh
13 apr 09 between breadbox and cellar vanishes humanity
27 mar 09 wish i could do something like tac again
23 mar 09 had some good dreams
20 mar 09 covering the coverer?
18 mar 09 went to rembrandtpark
14 mar 09 terrorists to bomb ikea not
07 mar 09 collapse of köln city archive
06 mar 09 would make a nice movie
04 mar 09 death threats for smoking bar owners
02 mar 09 life glimpses in telegraaf
02 mar 09 bitterballen sales up 14%
02 mar 09 pvv doing just great
02 mar 09 dead dagastan "bekende"
01 mar 09 vanunu wants no nobel
26 feb 09 a plane crashed near the a9
22 feb 09 firemen burn houses in slotermeer
21 feb 09 what moved that gravestone
21 feb 09 who's making money: polish "social lenders"
19 feb 09 budgets slashed again
18 feb 09 a gravestone moves 1 meter in friesland
12 feb 09 satellites collide over siberia
12 feb 09 furor over whether we should abuse poles
12 feb 09 wilders to attempt UK invasion
12 feb 09 monday's finished, it's thursday now
07 feb 09 bush fires in s e australia
06 feb 09 more doorway culture
04 feb 09 balkenende gets yelled at
01 feb 09 les parapluies de cherbourg
31 jan 09 many australians are still alive
27 jan 09 car in the church roof
27 jan 09 collins: not worthy of belgian beer
27 jan 09 green and gray = may
26 jan 09 i'm in charge of the fish
25 jan 09 we must all carry the music of the dead
23 jan 09 childcare murder in vlanders
22 jan 09 tong ah is pretty damn good
17 jan 09 gaza versus nantucket
15 jan 09 heating the metro with cocoa
10 jan 09 talkers versus chanters
10 jan 09 glad to have been dreaming
08 jan 09 too cold in hannover, try africa
06 jan 09 gas shortages and other trouble
06 jan 09 cultural survival becoming oppression
06 jan 09 "sinful" convolution
05 jan 09 possibility of snowman
05 jan 09 guess i'll get sick too
03 jan 09 things i didn't do before
01 jan 09 only six firework injuries in ams
01 jan 09 2009: participatory intelligence
23 dec 08 taking back anarchy, again again
23 dec 08 three bass is a long gone inn
23 dec 08 dance film anarchy sadness death and fishing
22 dec 08 misadventures in language learning
21 dec 08 adventures in timesinking
19 dec 08 not a very good brainstormer
16 dec 08 oppervlakte / bevolking NL vs maine
15 dec 08 vanunu has a web site
11 dec 08 cafe eijlders and its origins
05 dec 08 amanda fox is no more
29 nov 08 finished 2 short films
28 nov 08 finished a short play
26 nov 08 a play in one act i hope
19 nov 08 preliminary thoughts on the new red stuff
19 nov 08 adobe needs to bite me
19 nov 08 shooters need to forget it's digital
19 nov 08 i missed another party
13 nov 08 if i ever see a mushmulla
13 nov 08 messages that mean something else
08 nov 08 pauw, eylders, cave, taxi rij
31 oct 08 started a new bank account
28 oct 08 made changes to pfdm
25 oct 08 my beloved took me to frank's
25 oct 08 nobody believes me about lighting
23 oct 08 checking picture frames
22 oct 08 brief addendum to "notes of a fool"
20 oct 08 ended up at nietsche's
20 oct 08 enjoyed seeing the old boys
19 oct 08 allen street hardware
15 oct 08 indoors since saturday
10 oct 08 sharks virgin births
09 oct 08 will make side trip to buffalo NY
08 oct 08 misc freefloating ideas
05 oct 08 passing manchester marina
04 oct 08 finished filming hif8
04 oct 08 going to visit my sibs
29 sep 08 a pesky flash of greed, a wave of turmoil
26 sep 08 how'd you get on the watch list?
20 sep 08 went to my niece's wedding, then to a birthday party
20 sep 08 between two projects
14 sep 08 tv commercials in usa
12 sep 08 jane's addiction on the pa
06 sep 08 one more tournedos before i gos
04 sep 08 listening to michael berk
03 sep 08 they should stop blaming the consumer
03 sep 08 more bad news for anarchists
22 aug 08 don't take me as evil!
22 aug 08 other things that have been happening
22 aug 08 justices as mad grammars
20 aug 08 what i don't like about originality
09 aug 08 russia invading georgia
09 aug 08 texas and tibet to merge
01 aug 08 why the blue guy was wrong
26 jul 08 a plague of cute things
25 jul 08 christiane amanpour's forehead
24 jul 08 was crazy eva really a target of a bing crosby assassination plot?
14 jul 08 banks getting bailed out
05 jul 08 beware of friday the 4th
05 jul 08 always refreshing and crunchy too
05 jul 08 tracking a flock of minigigs
28 jun 08 made a movie for my beloved
27 jun 08 whether i had drowned
23 jun 08 speed-demanding help
21 jun 08 dalai lama avoids "is"
15 jun 08 my café life is not at full power
14 jun 08 quakes, floods, football
06 jun 08 baz is great, baz is good
05 jun 08 how i find out what happens in my street
05 jun 08 voordelen van het leven in amsterdam
03 jun 08 another old wwii bomb found
26 may 08 returning to amsterdam
21 may 08 my first trip to poland
18 may 08 my ancestors are back!
17 may 08 febo founder finished
14 may 08 trouble using biz files
14 may 08 failure is not an omelette
13 may 08 earthquake and green hat
10 may 08 flintstones repeating backgrounds
30 apr 08 gracie the cat is dead
27 apr 08 i was enrolled in a special boarding school
23 apr 08 arguing for declaration
22 apr 08 getting out of town for queen's day
21 apr 08 "a perfect new york outcome"
19 apr 08 filmed around jk's place
08 apr 08 belgian baker's bad luck
08 apr 08 metro derailment yesterday at centraal
08 apr 08 eggs with the two g's
06 apr 08 another sushi evening
05 apr 08 tiger eats man, verdonk gets opinion zetels
31 mar 08 reviews of booboo agogo 04
29 mar 08 disconcertingly frank
24 mar 08 muslim broadcaster might help wilders out
23 mar 08 walking in the snow in haarlem
20 mar 08 chicha is okay, nicely scarred
13 mar 08 on my way to big urbanism discussion
10 mar 08 "golden pauw", glasbak, ophelia, van meene
09 mar 08 geert wilders' phone number?
08 mar 08 another orphaned concept: multiculture
07 mar 08 thought of someone and he appeared on a scooter
05 mar 08 oh crikey gimme some homosapiens
29 feb 08 "sterkte" sez verdonk
28 feb 08 getting things wrong
28 feb 08 what i would have missed if i were 18 now
28 feb 08 protolinguistics and paleogenetics
28 feb 08 finished product film
24 feb 08 going to monnikendam
22 feb 08 slogan on railroad bridge near haarlemmerplein
21 feb 08 an old painting at burger king, and a pigeon
20 feb 08 a friend who thought i was a fugitive
19 feb 08 proposed systems of taxation
19 feb 08 what i see when i'm not complaining
17 feb 08 electronic whining as a placeholder for ethnic cleansing
17 feb 08 paine rosy re america, 1790
17 feb 08 kosovars waving american flags
13 feb 08 waiting for little bombs that didn't explode
11 feb 08 fungus net rules world
10 feb 08 transport biz: what boerka problem?
04 feb 08 ik was mijn groene sjaal bijna kwijt
01 feb 08 spritzed with dignity
21 jan 08 travelling is boring
21 jan 08 going to america again
15 jan 08 cleaning my desk off
14 jan 08 it's illegal to ridicule geert wilders?
07 jan 08 truth wants a volcano
03 jan 08 my witty aphorism of the week
31 dec 07 amateur showgirls on hand-cranked elevator
28 dec 07 benazir bhutto murdered
23 dec 07 third man made twice
19 dec 07 misc notes from wednesday
16 dec 07 saw micheline and wim
13 dec 07 influencing not doing
13 dec 07 my last affair, again
08 dec 07 sent a pile of facturen
30 nov 07 last night on raamgracht
23 nov 07 opzeggingen en aanwijzigingen and stuff
20 nov 07 end-stage workflow automation needed
19 nov 07 moving soon, not to bangladesh
04 nov 07 a cool woman with fire
11 sep 07 dwellings, asphalt and police
10 sep 07 people are shockingly nice to me
09 sep 07 i sound like a commie
09 sep 07 reluctant to buy housing
09 sep 07 sheesh now i'm on myspace too?
06 sep 07 verhagen wants no contact with violent folks
31 aug 07 cost of grain and glass
30 aug 07 a belle is necessary
28 aug 07 a man is singing with bells
25 aug 07 confused man climbing on palace
20 aug 07 started "ghostly disturbed"
17 aug 07 notions to be amplified in "n fool"
16 aug 07 antonioni died a couple weeks ago
16 aug 07 went to blauw, went to cave
12 aug 07 and another thing. the bells.
12 aug 07 thoughts incited by a trip to the appie
11 aug 07 reworked postwar site
09 aug 07 ever so slightly productive
26 jul 07 spirit flesh expression
21 jul 07 had a nice evening in allston
06 jul 07 dreamed of going to vegas with my mom
16 jun 07 things that happened
12 jun 07 saw isis at paradiso
04 may 07 nell bryden at mulligan's
20 apr 07 dream drawing a horse
04 apr 07 electric violin and wheelchair
01 apr 07 forbidden to hang around
05 mar 07 geography, fashion, obsolescence
24 feb 07 was tourist in utrecht
16 feb 07 synopsis what's missing
11 feb 07 dreamed of a little clock
31 jan 07 dreaming of incompetence
15 aug 06 returned from pomorie
10 jul 06 trouble concentrating
27 jun 04 another trip to paris
12 jul 03 language is inadequate
11 apr 03 went to kvk last month
11 apr 03 time, mind, size of now
13 feb 03 growing up reasonable
23 jan 03 messages from friends
23 jan 03 what happened to your bird
17 jan 03 gig for hg / berlage
12 jan 03 first days living in ams
03 jan 03 made it to holland alive
22 jun 02 dream parking, violence, cat
20 jun 02 finished chautauqua movie
02 mar 01 the "cyderwinder" episode
02 mar 01 going through little notebooks
23 feb 01 more dreams about driving
16 nov 00 consequences of nonviolence
09 aug 99 returned from chautauqua
16 jul 99 birthday at four seasons
22 jun 99 walking around allston w aj
22 aug 96 infidelity & wood splinters
29 oct 94 what virtual reality is
01 oct 94 watching mtv at age 36
21 apr 93 belief in dichotomy of matter & spirit
18 nov 92 aftereffects beta testing
fri 13 jun 1997 23:00:00 — brookline, ma
crossroads again
it looks as if d and i have come to a kind of crossroads in our life again. not that it hasn't been surfacing and dipping for a few months now, at least. but we've reached a point where she is very unhappy and that is making me very unhappy. [...] i just feel as though i am on trial all the time.
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