sat 10 jan 2009 09:25:28 — witte de withstraat
glad to have been dreaming
every so often i wake up glad that i was only dreaming.
not long ago i was considering how my friends were upset with me, because after being on the brink of death and surviving my heart transplant, i continued as an unrepentant heavy smoker. then i woke up.
a moment ago, i was looking closely in the mirror, to examine the results of all my recent cosmetic surgery. i wondered if maybe we'd gone too far. had i really asked the doctor to lower my hairline that much? and was it really a good idea to change the contours of my eyes like that? hmm. i didn't want to admit it, but for a moment i kinda missed my old high forehead and wide eyes. then i worried that i hadn't even told my family about the surgery — they'd be shocked to see me walk in as a beautiful young asian woman. then i woke up.