fri 10 jul 2009 14:28:42 — witte de withstraat
turmoil over girl n
i was trying to figure out how to avoid a particular woman (i'll call her girl n) because i find her desirable. the trick is that she's a friend of everybody in my building, including my housemate (who isn't here very often now that they've become close). i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, nor my own. it just seemed strange that as soon as i started actively trying to avoid her, she started appearing more and more frequently in my life. i can't help seeing her as a provocation, because she's a pretty girl who kinda walked up into my face one day in rembrandtplein. but it's not her fault really, she was just being friendly.
i have a feeling this is all gonna work itself out naturally. i'm less worried about it than i was last night.