fri 11 apr 2003 12:00:00 — osdorp / de aker
went to kvk last month
went to kvk with stans g and established postwar media as an eenmanszaak in amsterdam on 11 march. i think it was two weeks later i went and filled out the remaining paperwork at stans' office and she applied by registered mail for my vergunning tot verblijf.
pani p came here on tuesday 18 march. i'm not anxious for her to leave. she's turning my flat into more of a home, has a natural knack for those things i can't seem to get the hang of, like cooking and cleaning and moving flowerpots around. i fell in love with her for some reason. i call it love. she says she doesn't love me, but acts like she does. a casual observer would think we were lovers, but we're not, we just fool around a bit. she likes my touch. she says she feels small in my hands, that i make her wet in 30 seconds, that i'm the official discoverer of her butt, that when i touch her she feels safe like she's being taken care of, but also vulnerable.
i'm learning from her. she also has interesting thoughts on linguistics and philosophy etc. she's going to be here, theoretically, long enough to figure out whether she can (or should) study under george van driem at leiden.
next week we're planning to make a quick trip to paris together. her aunt lives there.
jenny t came to visit me in late march. it was good to see her again. i wore the same t shirt for three days, then stuffed it in a plastic bag so she could bring it home for max [the dog]. i realize scent-gifts are good for a dog that likes you. max had been crushed when she brought him along for the ride to the airport, because he assumed he was going with her to see me. she's been using the word "collins" a lot while packing her bags i guess, and max knows what the word collins means, he must associate it with being given free hot dogs.
have built a new postwarmedia.com including some quicktimes of projects. now i am trying to develop a new sgcollins.com which is complicated because there are several types of content, and i have to do it in frames.