wed 11 may 2011 09:58:07 — witte de withstraat
'no nature, no nurse'
i had a pretty intense dream whose title seemed to be 'no nature, no nurse'.
the first thing i can remember was moving through a hallway in some fancy building, the narrator in my head saying something like 'we all know the lovely n___, the smart n___, but behind this door is the whole other n___, the ugly, the disturbed n___ ...' and that door was on my right at the end of the hall, and as i opened it, there was this girl lying on the floor on her stomach, dressed in loose jeans and an old top. and as she looked back at me i thought aloud, 'but you still look sexy,' and she dared me, 'go ahead, fuck me'. and i started to approach, and i knew i shouldn't touch her, but then i remembered i was horny, so i approached her, and as she disrobed she cautioned me: 'but remember: no nature, no nurse.' even in the dream i had no idea what that meant. but it sounded familiar, and i knew i'd been here in this situation before, maybe i even felt like i'd had this same dream dozens of times. whatever it was, it was as if she was assigning me some hero task, because the next thing i knew i was figuring out how to connect several plastic medicine bottles to a carousel-shaped IV drip cluster. and having trouble figuring out how some of them were supposed to fit into the thing. i knew these medicines were for the girl. then, i heard people coming in. and suddenly realized i wasn't sposed to be here. it was the girl's mother, and the girl's doctor, who apparently were secret lovers. i was sneaking around trying not to let the mother see me. i didn't wanna leave a mess, so i picked up the little cardboard boxes the medicines had come in and found my way to the trash can, half naked. somehow i knew my way around this huge apartment very well. as i was sneaking back to the room where my pants were, the mother hadn't seen me, but suddenly the doctor met me in the corridor, silently startled, and maybe he knew he was also illicitly here -- and i greeted him and put my finger to my lips. we both had to go to the same room, and as i was getting dressed to leave, i made sure to tell him 'nothing happened here, of the sort that i might wish to have happened.' that's all i can remember, but i woke up wondering 'what the hell did she mean by 'no nature no nurse'?'