sun 18 dec 2011 13:22:07 — witte de withstraat
dream gabo s
i had another dream in which the intimation was that i would discover the answer to my life within the unfinished project 'gabo s' ... woke up and watched a 1963 movie 'charade' with cary grant in paris, and then though hmm, gabo s in paris. i found my pile of handwritten and typewritten notes from that project. it's a little hard to read them with these eyes.
now i'm thinking a little bit about the 'humanity lounge' concept. listening to music from my collection. people can feel happy, sentimental, miraculous. they can also be bored and feel desolate. better to go to the former not that latter.
last night i went to chico's bar and saw joana w djox, and sasja was there too, and nadia. i got joana to tell me a bunch of things in portugues, and i tried to grasp some pronunciation. things that sound different to me from how they look on paper. i had a rather long walk home in the rain, but it wasn't too bad.